Wednesday, May 02, 2012
Close to 2 months since i last write. let give an update on my life. graduated from Emergency Technician Course, basically in short Medic's course. now back at Sungei Gedong camp, initially i thought i will be damn reluctant to go back to that "Nobody Knows" place. but it turn out fine, Thank God manage to pull thru with His grace.
Surprisingly i got an interview for IS at SMU, it never crossed my mind cause my grade was just mediocre. anyway let hope for a positive outcome. in a month time, i will officially be a year soldier, it kind of amaze me that i manage to scrape thru everything despite my motivation level. from bmt to ocs to a period of enjoying life to Medic course and now back to Gedong camp. i always tell myself, since i am out from ocs, i will never give my best in everything i do cause it pointless now and my perspective will never change during this 2 years. partially you can said i brought "All This" against myself.
looking back thru all the old posts, kind of melancholic while reading it. read this book #HilarityEnsues, it says 1. Be honest with everyone, especially yourself, 2. Dont focus too much on the results, just have fun. let's see how true is this.
anyway i have stop partying that much over the weekends, but at the same time i am partying real hard and meeting different ones. i guess i need more time with myself.
Above Posted At 2:40 PM
__________________________