it been 2 weeks since i last updated! i am unofficially out of course from ocs. i am sure many will wonder it such a pity to get out of course especially you are trying so hard to get in when you are in bmt. honestly speaking, i felt that i didn't really give my best when i was in bmt, it much of like a routine sail through for me as it compulsory for all males.
after pondering over it, i decided that this is not the life that i wanted to have in NS. i guess it the system, discipline and rush feeling that i get etc.. that i do not want. even if i continue to stay, it will just be a torture for me as i will not be motivated to continue the course and in the end i will just sabotage everybody. if i get into scs, maybe that will be a difference case as i will be with all my friends and they are a major encouragement to me.
i guess now i have no plans for my life in NS, can only take a step at a time and see how it goes. am i the only one going through this only?
have not been doing anything much for the past week as i gotta wait for the out processing to be complete. so nowadays have been staying in my bunk literally doing nothing.
i hope life will be much better in the coming days ahead. gotta stay strong James! don't let what others said define who you are. you are so much more worthy! if you get into ocs, it shows that you have the potential the pc saw when you are in bmt and it cannot be taken down even when you are in ocs.
KATY PERRY- THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY.
Above Posted At 9:39 AM __________________________
Wednesday, November 02, 2011
it been quite a while since i last blog. anyway i pass out from BMT and now posted to OCS. to me at first, i thought of going OCS because of pride and money and especially so many people wanted to get in but hard.
however i started to regret the very first day i step into it. now it the third week and i just want to get out of course. i know many people will ask why and say it an opportunity to get in, so you should stay!! i have thought through for the past two weeks very thoroughly with my parent and came to a conclusion to this decision. there are many factors to it. so this is my final stand!
life is never like a bed of roses, you may heard before, but to experience it is another thing. the internet connection here is rather laggy. in my bunk with my buddy who is going to ooc with me as well.
to constantly encourage myself! He is good no matter what happen!
i will try to update more here!
Above Posted At 10:19 PM __________________________
