booking in in less than few hours time and obviously feeling kind of down.

on the side note, i never thought things would end up this way. it just a small argument and yet how it escalate to this stage. that not the point, i just felt being neglected, even when you are busy, you still can at least fork out some time, but you didn't. i felt i am not a priority and when you have leftover time, then it for me.

now being back as a trainee, everything became much worst. it just like torturing and suffering everyday but you didn't bother to care. sometimes i don't mean what i said. how i wish you were here and we never had to make that decision.