Thursday, May 31, 2007
just came back from work, today is quite busy cause public holiday eve..
before that was actually staying at home using computer...
later going for emerge..have to wait up at around 6 plus and now it already 2.30am...so not planning to sleep le cause before working was actually spending my day resting and sleeping at home....
next week sunday was planning to go sentosa, was asking k box people, so far so good....
was wondering what is it meant to be true friends? just another term to beautify friendship...friend is friend already, then why do you need to have good friends, best friends, true friends? maybe it varies with the degree of closeness between two parties....so what is true friends actually? someone is there when you needed help? but we human has weaknesses, we cannot always be there when you need help...we can try to be there but not always confirm be there or is it no matter what circumstances, true friends has to be there for you when you need help or else it is not consider true friend....true friends need to keep in touch always? communication is the key to life.....so is it meant that when both parties never contact each other for a certain period of time, their friendship will eventually get separated apart? or true friends meant that no matter where you are, how long both parties never contact each other, their heart will remain true to each other...
do you belive that if you never contact a friends of yours for 1 month, relationship between you and your friends will somehow be drawn apart or both get closer to each other? of course will get drawn apart either in a small or big scale, cause we still have our own life, own activities to get on with life....
if you graduated from primary school 5 years ago, then one day you met a friend which use to be a very close friend of your during the primary school days which you never contacted for 5 years...what will the feeling be? same as last time? close? seem like stranger? or neutral? happy that you met your old friend?
of course the feeling will not be as last time...close....but somehow the feeling will just be ok to you..maybe abit happy? or what...what can we expect from a friend? remember you forever? or what? the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment....so what can we expect? it all the same, be there for you when you need help, when you are bored or wanted to go out, he/she will accompany you....standard.....
will true friends quarrel? dont tell me life is so smooth that there will be no conflicts? will true friends betray each other or take advanage of each other? let be practical in this world and not be naive....yes....who do you live for? your friends? for the sake of living? yourself? there are so many questions consider true friends....
we are just human, we have flaws, we have weaknesses.....in whatever area, the best we can do is try our best...in the area of friendship, we try to put each other in our own shoes and think, do our best to help them when they need help, accompany them when they are bored, listen to them when they need a listening ear etc....but back to the point, we are just human, not superheroes....
Above Posted At 2:30 AM
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
zhen liang and me
joanne and me
may lwin and me
may lwin, jasmine and joanne
just came back from k box again with may lwin, jasmine and joanne, we sing and sing.....haha, it like everyday i go to k box, it become my second home already....before that went to have dinner with the three of them at fork and spoon...
although so many thing, circumstances, dismay, unhappiness and rumors, we are still friends...
friends that are not just hi and bye.....but of years of going through the sequence of life together..
friends that are not just hi and bye.....but of years of going through the sequence of life together..
which in itself is already great....nothing will ever change that....
tomorrow meeting jun long, his friends and ka pang to play badminton together, after that got work at 7pm....
one week of holiday has already over and school is about to start soon, but in fact not so soon but due to all the extra lessons which make it feel like school starting soon...
this kind of feeling is so nostalgic....
suddenly think of what happen if i am in the world of the animation i like....it will be fun, meaningful, purposeful, adventureous, saving life....so overall it perfect....live out the life you want it to be.....
emerge is coming soon, 2 more days....cant wait...
didnt go obs today need to pay the full sum of the cost, i think need to pay around 100 like that cause i pay the rest via my edusave from the start....abit sad ah, cause waste money, but i am gonna to fully utilise this whole week so that it will not be wasted...yeah...
be encoureage xD
Above Posted At 12:48 AM
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Monday, May 28, 2007
today stay at home, dont plan to go anywhere...didnt go obs today...dont know the teacher will say anything anot...yesterday went to escape theme park with may lwin and ke jun, quite ok....finally i dare to sit the inverter which i never tried it for all the time i go there, it fun man...after that francis, jia ming and krystal join us...then go eat mac...
after that then go k box plaza sing, jasmine, ricky and di sheng join us and we celebrate may lwin birthday in advance...reach home around 2 plus in the morning....
do i know him really, or it just an artificial knowledge that i created?
sometime feel that i know him, but sometime he like a stranger to me...cant understand him....
years that i spent cant even compared to the months...
maybe, he is like that but still my friend...
what his problem? for no whatever reason trying to pick on me...
i really dont know about you...
does anybody know? anybody anticipate? do they really know what behind the mask?
or do they pretend to know top to bottom?
sometime it overwhelm you, and you just feel like doing nothing cause you already experienced it before... running in circle and in circle and back to the start again...
what the point?
you are the one going to get it
if there nothing you can do about it, forget it, get over with it, dont let it get you, face on, live still need to carry on...
it seem nostalgic....
thank...
Above Posted At 3:42 PM
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Sunday, May 27, 2007
just came back from supper with friends, now staying at kevin house with jaan meng, sleeping on sofa.....tomorrow still gotta celebrate may lwin birthday at escape theme park...nope it later...meeting at 12pm later, excited, happy birthday in advance may :) .....just now has been playing soccer and poker card....cant believe actually i am playing soccer around 2 am in the early morning....cause normally i dont play soccer one...then also got injured myself..got blister under my foot, some wound on my left leg....then it like 2 to 3 hours has pass le, time flies....actually also quite fun ah :)
learn today about persecution and peace making....gotta have the 8 beatitude in my life...gonna live it out....yeah
be encourage
Above Posted At 3:30 AM
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Saturday, May 26, 2007
just reach home from school in the morning, today lesson has been hand on all the way.....we all learn how to use the 3D anime studio max...so have quite alot of tutorial and learn the different basic thingy on how to produce a piece of animation work....later going to church....dont know if next week should i go obs anot cause it one week and if i go, i gonna miss out alot of stuff to do, then gotta push till next next week then do.....but if i dont go, i gotta explain to the teacher in charge and i paid two hundred plus for it already....and worst still if i go, i gonna miss out on emerge on thursday and friday, tuition and stuffs......so should i go??
there is so many thing to do....still got alot of thing to buy...
what should i say.....this week really flies for whatever reason....and everything is like a roller coaster to me...up and down....
Above Posted At 2:13 PM
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Friday, May 25, 2007
today dont feel like typing....
just upload a video...watch it...it nice
xD
BE ENCOURAGED xD
Above Posted At 12:05 AM
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
just came back from dotaing with di sheng, zheng yi, jia ming and ah kai....before that went to mei tong house to teach guitar to steph ad john...before that went to k box for k lunch with ke jun and di sheng...so pack..tomorrow have school in the morning, have work in the night, the following day have tuition in the morning and cg in the evening, then on friday, have work in the morning and i am free after that, saturday, have school in the morning, after that choir, then service.......so it like everything plan out so nicely for me...... not use to it
hmmm.....dont know what wrong with me....got attitude problem sometime...haha, then get irritated easily nowadays, haha......
so many thing to do, but dont feel like doing it......got project work thingy, cut hair, buy shoes for competition, so much thing to do......
gotta do liao
BE ENCOURAGED xD
Above Posted At 11:28 PM
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Monday, May 21, 2007
just came back from tuition with yi meng and sandra.....the tuition ah....quite ok ah...can understand but dont know the A math stuff, hai....i understand no ball....good thing or bad thing....i dont know....quite stress up....right now just feel like kicking or punching anything that is in my way.....feel like screaming and throwing thing down from my flats.....
where is my anti virus thingy.....cant find it due to my big pile of paper on my desk......very fed up........arghhhh........need water to cool down....arghhh....why thing wont work so smoothly....feel like doing nothing and thinking nothing.....my wife, how do i know you got virus....anot??
think gonna buy the virus control ba......my wife must be strong ah........
BE ENCOURAGE :)
Above Posted At 10:59 PM
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
just came back from k box singing with may lwin, francis, ke jun, jasmine, jac( in and out), haha, have lots of fun with them....before that went for service....tomorrow wei lun birthday, i cant go cause got alot of stuff to do....morning service, noon prayer meeting, afternoon project work, night work......so tomorrow my plan, it gonna be super pack for me.....but early in the morning, gonna meet adeline for breakfast our house downstair........meeting at 8am, so gonna wait up at 7 plus.....
today also feel abit unappreciated by some people, quite sad though....it like .....just feel insignificance.....ya.....but i try....but...... :(
but life still need to carry on.....next week onward will be school holiday for me....so finally can relax and have some free time....but still need to revise my school work cause term 3 blocked test will be around late june.....
my grandpa admit to the hospital last night because he is quite old le, so gonna visit him on monday....gonna pray.....hope he will get well soon!!! recover soon.........
some people are wierd, they are wierdo.....who know when their emotion will change....one time happy, the other time attitude problem.....who know??
it take all the days of our life to build a friendship.......but it only take a single moment to destroy the friendship......
who know what will happen tomorrow?? what will happen next??, what will happen that will put an impact on you that you will remember forever??
but i need his grace, mercy, guidance, strength, comfort, joy to continue on..........
if not, i might not be who am i today......
i must not take that for granted.....
BE ENCOURAGED xD
Above Posted At 1:00 AM
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Thursday, May 17, 2007
MYSELF
haha, actually nothing to do during break in school, so i took up a camera and take picture of myself while waiting for a friend...haha
i have decided to change my skin cause alot of people say too old le....today in school is like 50% break and 50% lessons, so is like quite slack today in school.....finally submitted my obs form which is due one month ago if i am not wrong, haha, i have to go because of nyaa thingy....
past few days, also been quite strain for me cause due the lots of absentees in school during the past months, the school has observe me this few days and teachers are quite angry at me, haha....if i keep on absenting, i might not be able to continue my study...so it realy a bad thing ah.....why keep on absenting in the past??- due to i want to change to poly so i didnt care too much...but in the end i didnt get into the course i want, so i stay in jc....nowadays have been attending school regularly and giving quality works which my tutor say i produced bad quality works.....so nothing to say, just have to perserve through.......
i may also decided to take up diploma in business administration which the school has offer in the university if canberra...so after i come out from the army after jc, i will have a diploma cert and a level result.....just in case i did not do up to my expectation, i still have a dip cert to continue.....but the bad thing is it is going to be tiring and take up alot of time.....so also not sure ah......
quite alot of things to settle this few days....also got the nyaa thingy, must pick up a new courses and enrolled yourself in it for 12 months.....one of the criteria to get the award, so dont know what to pick up and dont know have that much of time to spare anot.....
finally, there a hope for my math le, get a tutor le, and i am going do well in it, as for econ and art...it still quite ok....history also can pick up .....
next week holidays le...yeah...alot of things to do...must plan....
BE ENCOURAGED xD
Above Posted At 2:06 AM
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
today it been rather a tiring day for me ah, in the morning, go to school, after that go to church.....during the lesson in the morning, we have been watching animations....haha, i watch until wanna sleep le...that all during the lesson....
in service, learn about meekness, how one need to be humble....
tml morning also going for service, so i am sleeping soon le....
for the whole of last week in school, not much thing happen, just that got alot of things to study and buck up which is quite tiring, eg..gotta do pw, and also got test and etc...alot of essays to do also....ya, looking forward to june holiday, where i can really rest, but after june holiday, it the blocked test.....quite scary ah...
among all, i think math is my weakest subject of all, i gotta cover A math and h2 math together cause i never take A math in secondary school before....so really got alot of thing gotta do, ya....
just now actually go out with friends, but in the end due to something happening, then cannot go, but it quite fun to be with them some how actually- eugene and eric........ then i went to k box to find my friends, then after that we went for supper at lor 8 with francis and jac....
hmmmm....quite alot of thing in my mind right now, but somehow it overwhlming me..
i just wanna empty my burdens, but somehow whenever i think about studies, i wanna do well, BUT there is so many things to catch up with....quite stress up though...
can i have a life that i love- fun, purposeful, not so stressful etc....the perfect life, i want to have, but i know that it is a bit impossible.....
my birthday coming soon, have i ever wonder how am i going to spend it??
normally spend the day by celebrating the day with family or friends...or chalet, bbq etc....go out...can i have a more "special" celebration....cause everytime is the same like just going through the motion of getting older and older....i still remember how a few years back, i am still a secondary students and have alot of fun with my classmates- kapang,yuanling,francis,veronica,junlong,may lwin etc....but now, i am getting older, more responsibilities, more work, more stress.....
it is only left with memories and nothing else....sudddenly got remember- memories of loving you, the past is searching for you, i cant use love to bind you anymore, knowing very well it cant be- it my favourite song in the past, translate from korean language- from the show -stairway to heaven....love it man..
i quite glad that i made a few good friends in yj like-shanen, erchao, louis, shem etc.....friendship take time to build on....and really appreciate it man....
also found one church friend there-wei hao....it a good thing..haha
now it around 4am in the morning....wanna sleep but at the same time dont feel like sleeping,haha, contradicting.....
i guess i need to perservere through ba...god is the strength of my heart...
next week gonna ask people out to help me with math....
huhh, sometime just feel like sitting down, lying around and doing nothing for the whole day...
guess dont have that much time to do that...
BE ENCOURAGED xD
Above Posted At 3:49 AM
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Monday, May 07, 2007
today it been abit tiring....got gp test,art lesson, math lecture and gp lesson....
then end school around 5pm cause i gotta do my gpp, then the library computer is so lack, i take half an hour just to print 3 sheets of papers, but anyway thank to this facilities i am able to print.....haha
after that go to uob to collect my pay, waited for around half an hour as the queue is so pack ah...
then saw jia ming.....then i go and buy sun album...yeah ^-^
after that go popular, then go buy chicx rice ...we saw apple giving out flyers also....
later gotta do my colour wheel my tutor ask me to do...haha
but good thing today i am not working, so not so rush for me....
god is the strength of my heart, whenever i am weak, he is strong......
encourage xD
Above Posted At 7:28 PM
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Sunday, May 06, 2007
NAHUM, ME, JAAN, KEVIN, PX
ME AND MY BUDDY (nahum)
Today it has rather been a fulfuiling day....went to sun autograph session but i didnt bought the album, so in the end i went out of the queue...haha
but i am buying the album tomorrow...haha
but i am buying the album tomorrow...haha
I LOVE SUN.....
after that rush down for service via cab....
after that rush down for service via cab....
ohhh...i got my pay from k box le....yeah..
oh ya..there i did mention that my mum friend jump down from the floor due to depression, then she left behind her kid....i feel quite sorry for the boy as he is like only primary 1 and she lost her mum liao.....i dont know how he gonna live in the future....i feel quite sad ah....
he has to live without his mum from now on.....it is really a sad thing as many a time we dont really appreciate it until we lose it...so i learn to cherish as much as i can the people around me.....but no matter what life still need to carry on....
i wanna thank god for my family, relative, uncle and my friends in secondary school, k box, church, outside friends and yjc friends...
in my class, i want to know more and make more friends around me....
i know that seek first the kingdom of god and everything you need will be added to you..
so i wanna put god first in my life...xD
tml gonna meet francis, may, and many more k ppl to cut hair...haha, the more the merrier...
after that meet yj friends to do project...then got work in the night....till one am...
although i feel it quite pack and a bit tiring for me, but i really enjoy the company of my friends around me....it my life....xD
ENCOURAGE xD
Above Posted At 12:48 AM
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Friday, May 04, 2007
today didint go school, decide to stay at home, monday then go school....
yesterday went out with px, she is crazy about sales in mango store....then in the end, she only bought one shirt.....after that went to eat...
nowadays, just stay at home, dont feel like doing anything....
i am looking forward to holidays....
have been wondering what should i do later??
later meeting may lwin to go out in the night....
encourage xD
Above Posted At 2:01 PM
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
today didnt go school, got fever and stuff.....sunday was actually bitten by a mosquito, when i killed it, it was in black and white, so it was the kind of mosquito that will carry dengue fever around....so hope i am not that lucky one, but now feeling better ah....
guess one of my friend still angry with me ba...cause i didnt mean what i say, and there a possibility that it actually a misunderstanding ba...
hope everything will turn out fine ba......
encouage :)
Above Posted At 6:20 PM
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