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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

today work has been rather busy, quite tired too... yesterday only slept for 3 hours due to a birthday celebration in kbp, my workplace... we stay overnight there, sang, play etc... it was quite fun ah but at the same time bored... has been helping cy to do his blog skin these few days, finally it done le! hope he like it! will be doing bar tomorrow cause cy off... going to have long hours of rest soon!

time passes, and passes, slowly getting used to it, although sometime will have those missy feeling... life just has to carry on! trusting !
cant wait to get my pay, cause got a few things wanna buy... anybody going shop shop? ask me along ar!

encouraged!

Above Posted At 10:32 PM
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Monday, October 29, 2007

this few days has been pretty fine for me... next week will start working full time, so i will have lesser time for other things... it is true, if you want to gain something, you must offer something that is equavilent to the things you want to gain... there are a few things i have to worry due to my commitments... but nevertheless, i shall not worry! trusting!

have been playing battlechest nowadays cause i bought it for like years le but didnt really playing it, so must as well play cause if not waste the money that i bought it... anyway it quite fun... been playing their campaign... build, destroy and etc...

oh ya been thinking wether should i get a psp... saw every single one of my friends playing their psp temps me to buy too... especially the naruto fighting game rocks...

Above Posted At 1:42 AM
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

change my song to FMA rewrite, this is a nice song that i like long ago... finally tomorrow there is no work, so going to rest at home... saw this diary of mine, the last entry was like 23 october 2006, so it must been a long time since i wrote on it...
this diary was bought in border wheelock 2 may 2005, so it is around 2years plus old... the first entry was about me and a group of friends went to have lunch together on that day where i purchase the diary... at the last page of the diary was written by them, one of them wrote: enemy this word will never come in between us... it may be true at the beginning but i guess it is ain't true anymore during the month of the last entry "oct and nov 06" ... it been one year from now, wondering how time passes... now it "oct 07" ...

Above Posted At 9:24 PM
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

this is my 100th post!!! woah!!!

nah, now it already 3.41am in the morning, going to sleep once i finish blogging... got work tomorrow at 11am, gotta wake up at 9.45am... just finish watching anime... so total i completed the sets of nagasarek ariantou(26 epi), full metal alchemist(51 epi), bleach up to date(143 epi), naruto(135 epi), naruto shippuuden up to date (31 epi), samurai 7(26 epi), samurai deeper kyo up to date(13 epi), chobits up to date(8epi), claymore up to date(3 epi)(shouldn't be continuing cause claymore quite sucks), death note(37 epi), dear boys(whole series, forget how many epi le), since i started watching anime around 2years ago... still got more animes, like d-gray man, ouran high, air gear, king of fighter_another day, i want to watch but gotta find time.... that alot of episodes i watch men!!!

end work at 4pm today, went home then meet jeremy to buy his guitar at penisular, chatted along the way, he say he treating me eat crabs and seafoods... after that went to meet my seconday bunch of friends to eat, it been quite a while since we gather and have dinner together... those time were great! after that went to handphone shop, may bought a new handphone, cool huh! i saw n76 which i want long ago, i can pay by installment of $58.2 every month for 1 year, i calculated if i buy, i will be paying $20 for one year time to get the phone paid free... so actually it quite worth it... but jm told me it limitations... so still not confirm, will be seeing and looking around for phones first...

after that went to lan shop, play until i got real fed up with this guy, but this kind of things cannot avoid in b-net, shall not say about it, his dk... soon i play td instead... till around 11plus, we left... so that about it for today... we'll gonna have a chalet for all the kbp staffs in the early next month, glad that i can blend in so well with them, when i first change to kbp, there are some doubts... but as time passes, good that these doubts are dissapearing... it fun to be there, although sometimes may have up and down, but it inevitable... also have my code back which i use to have long long ago... this made me glad as though i am part of them... gonna sleep now...boing

Above Posted At 3:41 AM
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Sunday, October 21, 2007

finally woke up, slept for a total of 12 hours from 4 in the morning to 4 in the afternoon... later going to work at 7pm... been thinking should i convert back to full time cause the captain ask me a few days back, was wondering the boon and bane for converting... finally i think i will not be converting back cause if i convert back, there will be some things that i gotta sacrifice which i dont want to sacrifice unless it is sacrifical free... although the pay for full time is way much higher than my current pay...

been quiet lately, dont know what has happen... did they start from me or it just a passer passing by... but nevertheless the passer will be gone sooner or later... miss those days where everything stay in place, i am moving forward, ain't looking back, looking at the future and plans that has installed for me! what if it started from me, i have never plan it that way from the start...

Above Posted At 4:40 PM
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finally got the time to do my own blogskin!
how was it? give comment!
spent a total of around 5 hours doing it... reach home around 11plus in the night, went for service today... quite tired to update now due to all the effort making this skin! update you guys asap!

for older entries you have to highlight in order to read cause my previous background was black... pardon me... inspirations for this skin? basically i just play with black and white colours, then put one of my favourite character pic inside, Aroniro Arleri which look so alike with k.ichigo, then you can see the pic was surrounded, like a shape of a square... i find that unique!

Above Posted At 3:24 AM
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Friday, October 19, 2007

finally am awake! i reach home around 7plus and took a short nap till 10plus, have my dinner, then now! it been quite fun sometime to work in kbp, the people there quite ok, especially got a few there are quite friendly like the bar and cashier, going to have a kbp bbq next month, they organising, and i am part of it! the captain there also ask me to convert to full time instead of staying part-time cause they need people! although it seem like i gain something thru the expenses of others, i have never forgotten about the others! it sound nostalgic right, that who i am...

yesterday went to kbox with the cg members, it was fun, but tiring cause i rush down after work... reach home home around 12 like that... was glad that i am there when my friends needed help or a listening ear... not mentioning their name, few about studies, another about relationship... meeting john tomorrow to get his skinnys before service! it been a while since i chatted in sgcafe, it fun! xD, but when i look at the complaint thread, it another things, although it may be fun, enjoying, there always two side to a piece of paper! one, the nice one, the other, the urgly side!

Above Posted At 11:40 PM
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

just reach home not long ago... today overslept, didnt go to work... start work at 11am but i woke up at 11 plus... by the time i reach there is around 12plus, so i didnt go... tomorrow i got work at 11am also, hopefully can wake up on time... while on the way to bible study, bought alot of snacks and stuffs to munch along on the way... while munching my snacks in the bus, there was a guy sitting beside me looking at me, i pretend i didnt see him and kept on eating my snacks, *in my own world...* something impacted me today... when judgement didnt come, doesn't mean He is not there, just that He is showing mercy... wow!

change my style to emo style... want to change my blogskin but simply complicated... have to redo the html thingy... dont have that kind of patient, maybe one day, i am really super free and nothing to do then i change my template... must be original... what you feed your blog with? posts!! haha, with picture... got some photos wanted to upload, next time...

he must increase, i must decrease!

Above Posted At 11:47 PM
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

just reach home not long ago, end work at 6pm, now it 7.06pm... it raining heavily right now, the sky is so dark that i cant see the near distant block of flats except the bright lights from each individual units that are switch on... hope everything ok though...

feel like changing my blogskin but very lazy cause has to redo the whole thing, maybe find one day then redo...

Above Posted At 7:06 PM
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Monday, October 15, 2007

what can you do to a soul that is hurt? it seems neutral nowadays, i dont really care much and think much about it though... i just hope for one thing, everything ok. yesterday has been pretty busy at work because of the $5 promotion, then alot of people came. this week i am working on quite a number of day, so i may have less time online...

watch fma till episode 14! xD

Above Posted At 8:27 PM
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Sunday, October 14, 2007

i just woke up... slept a total of 14 hours since yesterday... actually going to cut my hair today, but now it already 5.35pm... going to work, starting at 7pm... more updates...

Above Posted At 5:35 PM
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Friday, October 12, 2007

i am not fancy of things that are emotional, just that in the world of emotional, you can find comfort and rest... although things happen, you need a tube which link the reality to something you think is perfect, for instant to the fairy tales where bad things happen follow by a beautiful ending... we always yearn for happiness, like snow white being kill by the evil witch due to her envy of snow white looks... but that not the end of the story, in the end, the prince charming came and rescue snow white... good will always prevail the evil, that what we learn when we are young... there always two side to a story, one which is beautiful, with truth and justice, another side with lies and deceptions... it just like a mirror reflecting our own mirror image... you may not like it but that is you! it may be beautiful or urgly, but anyway that is you! some people may find music is like a tool that can mute their feelings and rest there, while some prefer silence and solitude... even with these method, it just temporary... how you wish you can be in a world that is filled with fantasy and adventure, like the cartoon and anime we watch when we are young... what happen if you are on the evil side and yet you are good? didnt i say good will always prevail the evil? so what will happen if you are good? i know you are good but you are in the evil side which will later being conquer by the light, the light of good! and yet you still chose to stay in the evil side even though you are good? evil for what? a reason? yes, a reason! a reason nobody understand except you, yourself! sadness with no tears at all! maybe it immune? immune? how i wish i can do something? like how edward will do something when his mentor wife is about to give birth, even though he dont know anything about giving birth, but he bring hot water and stay with her until the baby is born... while the husband went to look for a doctor in the midst of snow, edward is there with his brother and his friend accompanying the wife... when the doctor came and the baby was born, a thank you proceed from the mouth of the wife... it touches edward heart... although he didnt do anything much! just by staying with her throughout...
it so simple as you think, but you may never understand the feeling and anticipation that they are going through there... like how the main lead will always bring about solutions to every problem... how i wish i can be like them... but . ...., . ...... ...., . .. ...... ...!

today went out with edwina, zhengyi, jasmine, disheng and cheryl in the night to go buy things... went bugis and i bought myself a cardigan which cost 32dollars after a discount of 3 bucks... i think it look really nice... on tuesday, went out with yuan ling and francis to eat, it been a long time since we gather together, really miss those days... after that went out with jiaming and kai to play dota throughout the night till morning, after work amanda join us... on monday went out with disheng, leah and zhengyi to eat at pastamania in the afternoon, after that went to shop, i bought a white super skinny jean which cost $25 in skinny jeans centre! in the night went to far east to shop, and just so coincident, i found a shop that sell bankai ichigo costume which i really want cause mine was really very tight fittings, order from asumi... so i bought it but must wait for 2-4 weeks for shipping and stuffs... tomorrow going to chinatown with disheng and zhengyi to a shop call pan in the box which sell a lot of jap, cosplay, lolita etc... stuffs and clothing... really looking forward to it!

suddenly it seem so quiet... not used to it...

Above Posted At 12:31 AM
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

sometime i understood what is it call neutral, when everything seem to be devastating... you have to cope to this and you have to react to that, why cant have two perfect situation?

sometime find that you have change, but i dont want to face the reality, i keep myself im lies, i try to act per normal but you cant wrap paper with fire...

sometime found that when do certain things for other, it may seem troublesome... but at the expenses of yourself, you make other happy! worth it?

Above Posted At 9:13 AM
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Just round the corner of the street,
Right under the lamp-post,
Which illuminates the darkness,
Sat a chair, on it a person.

A lonely soul that lingered,
Perhaps later than most would.
Into the infinite night,
Was the person waiting...?

Snow starts to fall, slowly at first,
Then the amount increased gradually,
And soon, the street was in white,
Covered by the pure white snow.

What does this pureness bring?
For the person, it was sad,
sorrow, memories, despair, regret.
And tears slowly appeared in his eyes.

His breathing shook slightly,
Closing his eyes, he took a deep breath.

But the tears relentlessly fell,
Sliding down his rough cheeks.
Glistening under the lamp-light,
The tears fell onto the snow.

He tried harder to stop,
He tried harder to forget,
He tried so hard, he grew tired,
And he just let it fall.

Crying alone.
Round the corner of the street.
With no one else around.
Just him... And the snow...

The tears that flow free,
Was of fatigue,
Was of pain,
Was of sorrow.

Feelings all filled within this tears,
Glistening, shimmering, melting the snow.
Tired of everything.
Tired... So tired...

Suddenly the person stopped breathing,
Eyes still closed,
Tears still flowing free.
He fell slowly...

Dropping on the snow-covered street,
He laid there, tears flowing.
Not breathing anymore.
No sound could be heard.

The lamp-light suddenly flickered out,
Leaving the moonlight to illuminate the snow,
And the person laid there.
Cold... Dead...

took form jin blog

Above Posted At 2:40 AM
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Monday, October 08, 2007

it so early and yet i am still awake... just watch finish the resident evil, extinction online... before that was actually working in kbp, i find that i am working two portion there instead of one portion... everytime end work, i am quite exhausted... this never really happen when i am working in tpy, maybe because of the working environment and the number of people working... sometime i am not really forward looking to work in kbp though... later meeting di sheng for lunch, maybe gotta teach him science also cause his o level coming soon... we will reap what we sow, if we sow time and love, we will surely reap back the same thing we sow... do you believe?

i have never walk on water, if yes i want to try to walk on water? is that possible? many anime i watch, for example naruto, they can walk on water by controlling their charka around their feet... they can walk... next anime bleach, same thing controlling their relastu? shinigami walk on water... i want to walk on water... sometime i just feel that i fail and fail again, and i am sorry.

next is the game...(may lwin)
the rules is simple... say 10 things about yourself, then tag others to do the same thing, and notified by comments that they have done already!
1) i love orange colour
2) i love bleach anime
3) i love to sleep (really)
4) i love le coq sportif
5) friends are important in my life
6) i am a very nostalgia person
7) i am vain
8) i hate to lonely
9) i love the tranquility of the sea
10) i like yam pie from ock
those who like to do, please do so =)

Above Posted At 8:04 AM
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Saturday, October 06, 2007

well yesterday met up with francis, edwina and zheng yi, actually wanna celebrate di sheng birthday in the night by going supper, but he never turn up... so we stay through the night, then in the early morning then go back home...

have you ever felt this kind of feeling +anticipation before, that everything else seem to be faded in a blink of an eye... in your presence only, i know that i can be well!

Above Posted At 11:57 PM
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007