Hi guys, A time of Update for my Fans of the blog... Lol... Just Joking...
Last week... went out with yuanling to Taka to get Peiying Card Materials and bought myself a Le Coq Bag at a discounted price of 50% =)
By the Water fountain in the night...
Sunday... Went to spent time with Peiying for her Birthday gathering at K-Box with yuanling, Peixuan, Francis, Jiaming... i just realise the 2 most favourite place we like to go are 'Sentosa' and 'K-Box'... Lol... Here wishing her success in her studies =) Sing till around 1 plus in the morning before going for supper... My all time favourite supper 'mini wok noodles'... i will always eat that during my work days in k-box few years back... Cab home, check my time-table for Monday, went to school few hours later...
saw someone there... didn't really chat with her... maybe she don't recognise me? or i have change until she cant recognise me? or? Lol... But anyway it great that she is doing well... going to University this July, i guess... All the best for her... wondering when is my turn?
Monday... Class has change... some familiar faces has gone, new faces appears... but thank God still got Carnegie and Yujian... Lol... having 5 lectures tomorrow... from 10am to 5pm... I guess school life is still better than other kind of life... I gotta enjoy, treasure and cherish every single moments with my friends in the school...
*sometimes i am too naive to think that i can actually change a person... i been thinking about this for the past few days... and i have decided to write it in my blog after much consideration and hesitation... i have no power to change a person... only God does...
i am like all others who loves to blogs, go out etc... i am like some others who like to write about their feelings and emotions in their blogs etc... i am like no others, you cannot compare me to you...
i am just an ordinary person... that has their limits... once it over the limits, we don't know whether can we move on or break down? maybe i should just give up, it is more easier... time won't solve the problems... it will just procrastinate it longer... sometime we are too naive to think that our actions will make a difference... but the facts is sometime it won't... even though how much i treasure it, somethings are never meant to belong... right? i will just do my best in everything as unto the Lord and not to men...
many a time, you have not seen the actions i did... many a time, you might just take it for granted... many a time, other things are more attractive compared to mine... many a time, i forgives and accept the way you are more than the sum total of your anger...
and when i recall some of the things... it was really funny, sometime you go all out to that extreme... but actually there no need for it at all, it abit childish... sometime i find it funny too, some people are reaching out to me, but i am ignoring them while the people i am reaching out too are ignoring me... Lol
there a saying: i rather have 1 best friend that i can share my problems with than 10 friends that i won't share my problems with... so i am sure you know who you are that i will share my problems with because you are my close friends rather those i never share at all... since the day we met, are we knowing one another deeper? or just one party getting to know the other party? sometime i feels like when you need someone, i will be there... but when i need someone... who will be there? yeah... 1 to 2 of my friends that i actually share my problems with... do you know much about my me, family or school etc... are you the one i am always encouraging but you are not the one who are always encouraging me?
lastly, i think i have tried my best, if i fail, without me, sometime it wont make a difference in your life cause i know you too well... i am not always that loud, if you know me, i will keep many thing to myself... i am not like others who can easily share their problems with and be straight about their points in not just the 'cliche' topic, but more deeper stuffs... because of the background i was in, i may differ... sometime the countenance we see, the laughter we see, behind it is just the cover for the struggles we go through... sometime the length of the friendship doesn't mean anything... i am tired of reaching into your life, sometime some friends stays normal is still the best rather than progressing... now, i will just flow... to let go, stay at normal or to progress in our friendship... there need not be a burden i will be carrying...
but nevertheless after all this, i don't wish anything in return... and i finally know who are the ones i can share my problems with... because those people somehow cared... and of course i will be there when they need help, it just my thoughts... at the end of the day i know who i am and i know who i am accountable to...*
i feel better now after writting this =)
Above Posted At 6:18 PM __________________________
Saturday, April 18, 2009
ok guys, quite tired now, BBQ was alright and fun... Work has been pretty busy during Peak hours... and there was this guys who poured HOT soup on my hands without even saying sorry, he knows my hand is there but yet he still do it and pretend nothing happen... Lol... Somehow i ask around and everybody also abit dislike him... Lol... BAD DAYS...
School is starting in 3 days time... I need restore my energy before going school... Lack of sleep... Time has been Reversed... LOL... God multiply my time...
Update more tml...
Above Posted At 2:36 AM __________________________
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Ok, This is me playing I'm yours by Jason Mraz, not really that good though, first attempt...
Please Comment... Thanks =)
Above Posted At 5:52 PM __________________________
hey guys. this week will be quite pack for me...
Sunday- went for tuition then meet up with friends to play guitar Monday- meet yuanling then later went town
styleZzzSss... Cool Huh...
Tuesday- going to francis house, tuition in the night Wednesday- work Thursday- work Friday- bbq then next week school start =X
Above Posted At 2:58 AM __________________________
Friday, April 10, 2009
isn't it cute?
these are the easter eggs i spent using around 2-3 hours to complete yesterday... Lol! Happy Good Friday =)
Above Posted At 1:11 PM __________________________
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Hey guys, it the same old James going to sentosa again... can't part without it?
Snap shot! Lol
Look @ the height difference @_@
Who that Hands... blocking people behind...
Beach Tram
Twist!
=)
The weather is great today, Perfect for a Hot nice Tan! I just reminded that i chose Understanding Weather Module as one of my GEM Modules... Random right? but i think it should be interesting studying weather and stuffs =)
After sentosa, hang around @ vivo, then i went for tuition... so far everything great! Easter is coming this weekend! Francis, junlong is going on Friday evening service right? yeah! My Mum might be coming on saturday too! that great! people need the Lord, if you won't, who will then reach out to them?
Oh ya, yesterday work was alright, not that bad serving foods to the customers... thought it will be tough, but overall it acceptable... some of the people there were great, but some were not... but nevertheless the boss were great, he has a habit of buying supper for all his workers, it shows that he care for the welfare of the workers, isn't it?
Anyway, Wanna thank God for all the blessings He has for me this few weeks and the weeks to come!
Above Posted At 9:47 PM __________________________
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
ok guys, summary of the week...
Sunday: went out with trevor, ivan they all, visit my grandpa Monday: interview for polyforum, stay at home Tuesday: first day work Wednesday: register for 2 Gem Modules, sentosa, tuition in the night
update you guys more!
Above Posted At 2:23 PM __________________________
Thursday, April 02, 2009
ok guys, i just change the pictures in my blog, i will change regularly so that you guys wont find it bored here =)
now it 1.49am and i am waking up in another 4 hours time? oh ya, thanks God for job opportunities yesterday, my friends intro me tuition and waiter right after i attend the evening pm, and that pm we prayed about A&B, and i was wondering how would i fulfil my pledges, but nevertheless i was full of faith and trust in God after the pm, and indeed God is true to His word... keep on giving to A&B and paying tithes = 100 fold blessing in the land of famine! and i will keep on trusting in God =)
it Thursday now, 2 more day till Saturday, i guess nobody knows, but God knows! even i keep on putting Him first in my life, i know that this year will be a breakthrough year for me, Faith is when you have courage right? i will have the courage to believe and my life will be change... Let this post be a starting point once again for great things about to happen in my life... surely i need to become more like more like Jesus!
Above Posted At 1:46 AM __________________________
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Ok i just woke up, slept for around 14 hours? this Monday will be my interview for the poly forum, don't know how should i prepare for it? i got burnt yesterday, thought the sun was not that strong though...
James is jumping on water
Francis got poisoned...
i just came across something just now that brought me into remembrance of what is purpose... "Hope comes from having a Purpose", without a Purpose in life, there will never be any motivations for us to move on, thus there will not be any Hope we see in the future...
I Hope you will have a Purpose in life because my Purpose for you is to be successful in life thus there comes my Hope...
i am just wondering why some people just won't listened to opinions, views and advices... If they don't listened, they should eat the fruits of their way, and that is scary, i hope i will not be one i am mentioning here...
Above Posted At 2:19 PM __________________________