Saturday, August 01, 2009
hey guys, so sorry for not updating (to those faithful reader)
this week has been rather pack, in the sense that there is quite a number of reports and presentations due...
yup, went festival of praise yesterday at singapore indoor stadium... the message was about "stop worrying"
a few tips to stop worry becoming a prison in your life
S - specify your worry
T - take action of your worry
O - offer up a prayer to God
P - place your trust in God
you get "STOP"
survey has also shown that of ALL the worry that we has, only 4% are valid... Zzz, some of them may have already happen, while some is beyond your control, while some are unneccesary worries... so dont worry too much... because each day has it own worries already... just "STOP"
went to town to celebrate ivan's birthday today =) before that having tuition in the morning... Pay day is coming soon, next week =)
next week will be quite pack as well... i have 2 presentation, 1 powerpoint slide to submit, 1 reflection journal, 1 project due... ALL in NEXT WEEK... Zzz... Lol...
lastly... i felt quite dissappointed, in the sense like cheated... just when i think i know the way, i am right... but i am TOTALLY wrong all the time... this problem is not new to me as it exists for quite a while already... just when i think everything is ok... SUDDENLY anything can turn the other way... Everytime others have the power to change the mindset, yet i cant even make a single change but a trouble maker and make it worse... other said, other said, other said... have you heard of what i said?
just like a post that i posted 2-3 years ago... i am always in a cage, i can never join in... just when i thought i'm in the crowd, but i am out? am i that bad? if that the case, i will just give up... without me, life still revovles wondefully, beautifully in the crowd between one another... there a backdoor i can always go, and now 2 things will happen 1). you will react like me during that situation (1 person know) 2). the reactions of the crowd...
words can be sweets as honey but yet like a serpent as decieving as possible, words can bring forth life and death, break and restore but i will not fall for the trap again... just like i always hear from other said life need to go thru problems... lastly it heart breaking when your close friends is the one that hurt you... by any means... i will not bear anymore, there always a secret backdoor i can find relieve in... others in the crowd may have tried, maybe now it my turn and no one will remember..........
i will stop here, tml gotta wake up at 5 plus for church 20th anniversary =) and doing project in the afternoon...
update again!
Above Posted At 10:23 PM
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