Tuesday, February 12, 2008
sumo-house
today
went to have dinner with disheng and michelle at sumo-house again, it was her idea...
planning to go cut hair today, but didnt manage to cause someone said that 8.30pm still can cut... but in the end, some shops close while others dont accept anymore customer because they got loads of them and ask me to come back again tomorrow... lols...
recently have been dotaing again, stop for a while, but now resuming back... is that good or bad?
guess really got alot of things for me to do this few weeks~~
~firstly, i got to make a trip to the bank cause my nets card cracked INCREDIBLY, so gotta make a new card, and also got to apply for a debit card asap!
~secondly, got to make a trip to see my skin doctor, it been a while since i went there, and my a while is 1 year! lols! the main point is going back to see my skin doctor is one of my plan for 2008, so gotta fulfil it!
~thirdly, the NS sent me a letter about registering for NS, and the problem is i want to continue my study instead of going to NS! i thought that i can defer my NS online, but the deferment options cannot be used! WAH!!!!!! and the deadline for registering is 20 feb and the release of posting result is 19 feb! it like a race against time! so i gotta phone them and tell them my story, i heard from a few of my friends that if i got in to any of the poly schools, i can get a letter from them telling them(NS) i am still studying, then i can defer... isn't it troublesome????
back to the main of the main point! i need more time!!! more time!!!
actually i am quite worried about certain things, like wether can i get into the course i want? into the poly i wanted to go to? and most of all, my deferment for NS is approved for this year???
but anyway, i know that i no need to worried about such stuffs because i can trust in someone, He will continually seeks my highest good.
taken from a book
~~~ the baby was choking. frantic with fear, the young mother picked her up and ran to the car. she had to get to the hospital. hurriedly she backed out of the garage, not noticing that her older daughter was playing in the driveway. she ran over her and killed her.
As this beautiful young mother share her story with me, my heart wrenched with the horror of it all. i thought, "O Father, how could she handle it if she did not understand Your sovereignty?" but she did know the sovereignty of God.
What had happened was horrible. it was painful. but it did not destroy her. she was not a demented soul locked in a padded cell of what ifs, whys, and if onlys. she did not bitterly harangue God, asking Him why He had permitted this. nor did she refuse the open arms that drew her to her El Shaddai and His all-sufficient breast. and i, along with others, saw her peace and realized once again what it means to have the Lord as our Shepherd.
when i have a difficult time understanding how a sovereign God can permit all the pain and suffering that permeates and invades every level of our society, i have to turn and run to what i know of His character. and the first place i run is into the knowledge of the fact that God is love.
the One who sits upon His throne ruling over all the universe is a God of love ( 1 John 4:8 ) . love is the very essence of His being; He can never act apart from love. He loves us with an everlasting love, a love that will not fail, a love that continually seeks our highest good.
His sheeps are in His hands, and those hands are hands of love. nothing...not any situation nor any person...can snatch us out of His hands.
listen to His words: "My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me; and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand" (John 10:27 ,28). ~~~
and that is God!
Above Posted At 11:57 PM
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