Wednesday, November 28, 2007
just reach home not long ago... met up with jasmine and disheng after work for a while to chat...
have been wondering have i made the right decision? have been wondering why i always feel this way? is it because i think too much? or not me, but you? do you know? do you really know? maybe i shouldn't really have started, i should reject at the first place, why would i take up such offer? is it due to my compassion for you? due to the feeling i have? or? that is accumulated with great joy and happiness... but it getting disappointed over and over again... i am emotionally tired... but physically not... i give up! maybe it doesn't meant to be? i expected, but it isn't... learn to be rude now? cause i am living for what more in life, not the current circumstances i am facing... what others felt and think does not affect me now... what going on right now doesn't matter much... others opinions? enter from the right, and leave by the left... do you really know? the feeling, anxieties, anticipations? i guess nope? i will let everything go in this post... from tomorrow onward, everything will start afresh... cause the more i hold on, the more i am going to suffer... there are always others that are better than me, that will enlighten you when you are down, make you smile while you are frowning, i am not perfect... it gonna come to an end soon?everything been perfectly plan, nothing gonna stop it from happening... what left now is enjoyment, anticipation and happiness, while behind the other scenes is separations and sadness... truly my heart will be there, but it a decision i made... do you really know?
Above Posted At 9:20 PM
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