Friday, October 12, 2007
i am not fancy of things that are emotional, just that in the world of emotional, you can find comfort and rest... although things happen, you need a tube which link the reality to something you think is perfect, for instant to the fairy tales where bad things happen follow by a beautiful ending... we always yearn for happiness, like snow white being kill by the evil witch due to her envy of snow white looks... but that not the end of the story, in the end, the prince charming came and rescue snow white... good will always prevail the evil, that what we learn when we are young... there always two side to a story, one which is beautiful, with truth and justice, another side with lies and deceptions... it just like a mirror reflecting our own mirror image... you may not like it but that is you! it may be beautiful or urgly, but anyway that is you! some people may find music is like a tool that can mute their feelings and rest there, while some prefer silence and solitude... even with these method, it just temporary... how you wish you can be in a world that is filled with fantasy and adventure, like the cartoon and anime we watch when we are young... what happen if you are on the evil side and yet you are good? didnt i say good will always prevail the evil? so what will happen if you are good? i know you are good but you are in the evil side which will later being conquer by the light, the light of good! and yet you still chose to stay in the evil side even though you are good? evil for what? a reason? yes, a reason! a reason nobody understand except you, yourself! sadness with no tears at all! maybe it immune? immune? how i wish i can do something? like how edward will do something when his mentor wife is about to give birth, even though he dont know anything about giving birth, but he bring hot water and stay with her until the baby is born... while the husband went to look for a doctor in the midst of snow, edward is there with his brother and his friend accompanying the wife... when the doctor came and the baby was born, a thank you proceed from the mouth of the wife... it touches edward heart... although he didnt do anything much! just by staying with her throughout...it so simple as you think, but you may never understand the feeling and anticipation that they are going through there... like how the main lead will always bring about solutions to every problem... how i wish i can be like them... but . ...., . ...... ...., . .. ...... ...!today went out with edwina, zhengyi, jasmine, disheng and cheryl in the night to go buy things... went bugis and i bought myself a cardigan which cost 32dollars after a discount of 3 bucks... i think it look really nice... on tuesday, went out with yuan ling and francis to eat, it been a long time since we gather together, really miss those days... after that went out with jiaming and kai to play dota throughout the night till morning, after work amanda join us... on monday went out with disheng, leah and zhengyi to eat at pastamania in the afternoon, after that went to shop, i bought a white super skinny jean which cost $25 in skinny jeans centre! in the night went to far east to shop, and just so coincident, i found a shop that sell bankai ichigo costume which i really want cause mine was really very tight fittings, order from asumi... so i bought it but must wait for 2-4 weeks for shipping and stuffs... tomorrow going to chinatown with disheng and zhengyi to a shop call pan in the box which sell a lot of jap, cosplay, lolita etc... stuffs and clothing... really looking forward to it!suddenly it seem so quiet... not used to it...
Above Posted At 12:31 AM
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